Originally done for the "Saishu heiki" theme of the Roy/Riza 100 themes (as a joke reference to Saishu Heiki Kanojou, where the main heroine turns into TEH Ultimate Weapon and features some really kickass quotes)....when it was done...well, it fits "I don't want to realize" better, so there it goes.
Photoshop, approximately six hours. And the backgrounds suck like nothing else. Bwar.
Comments and criticisms really appreciated. I mean, I want to stop sucking. XD;;;;;